My friend’s father expired 2 days ago, yesterday a few pals of mine and I had been to his place.

Its extremely difficult standing there not knowing what to say… I always tried to be the guy that puts a smile on people around him and there I was speechless coz I dont know what to do. I was not the only one tougue-tied almost everyone was.

Its hard to see a friend you hv laughed with… cry and its not a feeling I will welcome. I guess its sometimes better to cry than to hold it back…

If it wasnt for Kittu im sure we would hv all been just standing there not knowing what to do. In the end all we could say was “Take care and be strong”.

I hope im never in the same situation again but I know its just the way life is… so fragile.