Last night I felt an emotion I hv not felt in a very long time. My head felt hot and I could feel the blood rushing to my head. I was more short tempered than I hv ever been in my life and screamed at my Mom, Granny and Sis.

The reason was that yesterday was my sis’s b’day and I had to go out of town. I slept early coz i was to be up by 4:30 and I left the house as early as 5:15 am. I could not wish her at midnite and not when she woke up. By the time I was sure she was up I checked to find that there was no network around.

By the time my cell got working again it was evening and she was at a party so I thought I would wish her when she gets back home. So when she came I did the usual “Happy Birthday”(with a smile) thing but she replied saying “so you remembered seeing the flowers in the house eh?” and that was it, she did not speak to me properly after that and I got a little speech from mom bout how sensitive she is… I tried explaining and they were like not ready to listen.

I hate ppl making me feel guilty and when I get angry I try to maintain as little human contact as possible so screamed at them and picked up a book and kept reading it for a few hours.

Anyway I got to make it up to her, so any suggestions. She loves chocolate and cute cuddly stuff… I so need to make her smile or get a punching bag to take out my anger :P

UPDATE: I got my sis a cuddly Elephant… When i got home she was already there but I managed to hide her gift. Yesterday was my Brother-in-law’s bday and I bought a gift for him as well. So I went ahead and gave him his gift and my sis was living it. She was going “you dont love me, you forget to wish me and now not even a gift ur so mean ect ect..”. I waited for a while and slowly left the room(while I was out she was complaining to my bil about how insensitive i was ect.) I then got her gift and placed it in front of her and she was like totally surprised. She did all the “that was so sweet, its so nice ect.” but the best news is she is no longer upset with me :)