Lately, I have realized that I am slowly running out of patience. There were times in the past when I would consciously push myself to accommodate someone but those times are slowly becoming rare and far apart.
I slowly see myself tending to become this person who is quick on the trigger. Someone who doesnt fancy spending too much time trying to tippy toe around others ‘issues’. The fight club quote: “And I used to be such a nice guy” comes to mind…
As I slowly morph into this ‘jackass’ of a person, something else is slowly bubbling out of this primordial ooze of a limbic system… I am so much more appreciative about spending time with quality people. People who are welcoming and probably more importantly, interesting.
I seem to be seeking out these moments often and don’t mince my words about wishing to spend more time with them. A quick pointer for the future: If I tell you we should catch up, I mostly think you are a kick ass person to spend time with :)
I dont know if its a phase or just growing up or getting my priorities straight… Whatever it is I dont mind it one bit.