Its an awesome feeling when you realize the universe is trying to tell you something. I had one two such moments today…
First something happened unexpectedly, something so unbelievable that it simply left me speechless in awe. Then something unexpected happened again… this time it was painful for a moment or two but it had an amazing effect on me… For the first time in a very long long time I let go… and found true freedom. (Ironic that it happened today)
The last two days I have been hectically travelling (almost 12 hours each day) and during this time I found my thoughts wandering. At a moment of introspection I made a list of five things that most people have done but I hadnt and wanted to do. The list took me a few seconds to come up with and was the following –
- Play Paintball
- Karaoke
- Play Mini Golf
- Make a Bike trip
- Go Camping
Now I know most people have done most or all the above things. I at different times in my life had an opportunity myself and couldnt get around to doing it. I decided that I should not let the opportunity pass the next time…
I wake up today, late coz of all the tiresome traveling and I find my cousin at my door insisting me to join all my uncles and aunts to a local filmcity. I think about it and say to myself that I have never seen it before so I might as well go there for a little while…
By the end of the day I had played paintball, sang one of my favorite songs in Karaoke and played a nice round of Mini Golf!
Well that is the ying part… the yang is more complex and a little boring… hence I shall skip it :) (for now…) The lesson of the day is that the universe both loves me and hates me. I can cry about why it happened to me but then something good too happened. I guess there is way in which the universe balances itself out… In more ways than one I am a happier and more content person today so I would like to think that round was in my favor :)