My life for the last few weeks has been in the ‘;’ phase. Not really zooming past, not really stationary. It has been as though something has been weighing me down, making me wait before moving on.
It will be unfair to say that nothing interesting happened in the last few weeks. Having a good look and rediscovering your priorities… how bout reevaluating your beliefs, they dont sound all that uninteresting do they.
Life has become like a tiger, waiting in the banks for the right time to make that dash to attack the prey. The wait has taken too long but you just know deep down that any moment now things will get exciting all over again.
I of course did not realize that life was slipping into this phase. Before I knew it I was in the middle of it and like a first time swimmer in a three foot deep pool, I kept struggling without knowing that I wasnt exactly drowning.
I recently told my colleague that the only thing in my life right now that is perfect is that I run. I decided to run that will be organized at the end of the next month and that has kept me going since. My training has kept my mind sane and focused… (more on that later)
Anyway, this weekend i will be travelling again after almost 3 months. I just know deep down that I need this… Its time… Time to come out of the striped grass and run after something with all my heart