The last week has been the most depressing week of my life. The most irritating part of the whole thing is that I have no idea why…
Last week a lot of things happened that I had been looking forward to… even some things that I had waited years for and diligently worked for them to happen. I even had some of the best times with my buddies, grabbing dinner, going on a long drive and hanging out… All this was great, it was almost as perfect as it could get… the awesome company, the fun conversations and basically being with friends I haven’t seen in a while.
But the rest of it was almost like I was mourning something all week. I have no idea what made me feel so down… but it was as though someone I care about was in agony and I had that uncomfortable feeling inside me all the time. I was not terribly upset over anything but was down none the less.
There was even a moment where I asked myself ‘What would you say Haas if someone told you they felt the way you are feeling now?’ The answer was easy but I did not want to cheer up back then… wonder what happened to me.
The feeling is gone now and today was the best monday ever! Things just start happening the way you want it and it just pumps you up :)