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		<title>Back Flash&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 10 Mar 2012 17:08:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Whenever there is a significant event in my life, I take a moment and backtrack every step that lead to that moment. I look back at choices, people and situations that played a significant hand in me arriving at that moment.</p> <p>I start off by taking a step back and wondering about how I even [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Whenever there is a significant event in my life, I take a moment and backtrack every step that lead to that moment. I look back at choices, people and situations that played a significant hand in me arriving at that moment.</p>
<p>I start off by taking a step back and wondering about how I even got the idea about doing what I just did. Then I look for the seed, the person that planted the idea in my head. Most often its an innocent suggestion or a passing remark that caught my eye. But once in a while its something special&#8230; Sometimes its just someone putting their absolute trust in you and encouraging you to take a chance.</p>
<p>Then I take a step further back and look at what lead to that moment, was it something at the end of another similar moment or maybe it was a conversation that we shared. I keeping taking steps back in time, to when I met the people who helped me recently, to how we first met and how we have changed since then.</p>
<p>Most often I end up at a choice that i made 10 years ago. That choice was very unlike me and by making that choice it triggered a series of events that made this moment possible&#8230;</p>
<p>This process helps me out in two ways. One, it makes me remember that I could not have achieved what I just did on my own and that reminds me to show my gratitude to the people involved. Two, it brings into clear perspective what is truly required to be done to complete the task; A pensive of lessons&#8230;</p>
<p>One of the greatest lessons I have learnt from this process is that selflessness is truly a great attribute. Its really rare and deserves to be acknowledged. Sometimes in all the noise and celebration its easy to forget the silent pillars that were there from the start, the supports that made your building stand. These are the real heroes of your latest success story&#8230;</p>
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		<title>2011 &#8211; In Moments</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 31 Dec 2011 12:13:17 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Haas</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>2011 was a transitional year for me. A year in which I made some big decisions, a year in which I saw myself in new light, a year full of choices I really didn&#8217;t want to make, a year of adventure, of new friends, of strengthening some relationships, re-evaluating others, a year of winning some [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>2011 was a transitional year for me. A year in which I made some big decisions, a year in which I saw myself in new light, a year full of choices I really didn&#8217;t want to make, a year of adventure, of new friends, of strengthening some relationships, re-evaluating others, a year of winning some hearts and breaking some, a year of rediscovering where my passion lied and finally, 2011 was an year I invested in myself&#8230;</p>
<p>2011, for me was about action; about throwing caution to the wind and taking the leap I always wanted to but never got around to. In many ways most of my year revolved around the monthly projects I did during the year.</p>
<p>Last year I wrote and directed my first full length play. The experience was a bitter sweet one but it taught me a lot about myself and people around me. It was the first time I took upon a major responsibility and saw it thru. During the year I worked actively on theater, including acting in another play at the end of the year. An experience that literally gave me wings and a sort of happiness that I had never felt before.</p>
<p>Over the past year, I switched jobs. I moved on from a job that, I believed for four years was the one I would retire at. The decision and the few months after it was one of the worst phases of my life and despite all the pain and heartbreak I now believe it was an experience I had to go through. I remember that in my most emotional moments describing the decision to a close friend as a divorce&#8230; I couldnt have explained it any better.</p>
<p>In the last 12 months, my heart has its own story to tell. A story of losing hope and self confidence. A story that thankfully ends with rediscovering my self in the eyes of a muse that saw something in me that I had ignored for too long. Then there was vindication, to my approach; a realization that maybe I wasn&#8217;t that wrong all along.</p>
<p>I walked the quiet streets of <a class="zem_slink" title="Kalimpong" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kalimpong" rel="wikipedia">Kalimpong</a> once again in 2011, my second favorite place in the world after <a class="zem_slink" title="Bangalore" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bangalore" rel="wikipedia">Bangalore</a>. I embraced the <a class="zem_slink" title="Himalayas" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Himalayas" rel="wikipedia">Himalayas</a> once more and reveled in the warmth that the wise old mountains provided. I sat in a cozy coffee shop in the middle of pondicherry having breakfast with people I loved. I bit into delicious pizzas near <a class="zem_slink" title="Auroville" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Auroville" rel="wikipedia">Auroville</a> trying very hard to check out the girl at the counter who in her quiet charm had just stolen my heart. I rested on a hammock in the banks of the river Kaveri discussing the years gone by with departing friends.</p>
<p>2011 was a year full of life. My nephew was born into this world and my niece turned two. Having two kids at home makes the world infinitely beautiful. There is no prize in the world comparable to the genuine smile my nephew gives me when he sees me.</p>
<p>In 2011, I took over 13000 photos with my camera. I took photos for over 7 plays, even tried shooting a short film with my camera and did a portfolio for a friend (which helped him win a modeling assignment). I participated in a couple of photography challenges and saw the first of my photographs in the newspapers(mostly for plays). Considering I only had my camera for a year (bought it last <a class="zem_slink" title="Christmas" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christmas" rel="wikipedia">Christmas</a>), I can safely say I am making good use of it :)</p>
<p>2011 was also a year to learn what I always wanted but couldnt get time for. I tried my hand at playing the violin, something I want to persue in 2012 too. I did a yoga course and even got back to some engineering education towards the end of the year.</p>
<p>In 2011, I wrote about 100 blog posts, redesigned my website, wrote a few short pieces (including one which is being currently adapted to a play) and almost read a few books too :D</p>
<p>Honestly, looking back I am a bit saddened that 2011 is almost done and dusted but I shouldn&#8217;t really be complaining about it&#8230;</p>
<p>That will do, 2011; That will do :)</p>
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		<title>2009&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Dec 2009 08:31:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Haas</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>The new year is almost upon us and this means that its time for my series of new year posts looking back at how the year has been for me. This year I will drop off some of posts I did last year coz I will be traveling from 30th Dec till Jan 03rd. </p> [...]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The new year is almost upon us and this means that its time for my series of new year posts looking back at how the year has been for me.  This year I will drop off some of posts I did last year coz I will be traveling from 30th Dec till Jan 03rd.  </p>
<p>This has been an eventful year so hopefully the set of posts will be colorful :)</p>
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